Air Force wife for life.

I don't have words right now. I married the love of my life, the perfect man, my soul mate December 15. It was the greatest day of my life. I said goodbye for a month at the airport on December 18.

Later Friday night, Steve was involved in an accident at the firing range and we lost him during surgery.


I don't know what to say or when I will have the strength to say more, but please keep me, my family, and Steve's family in your prayers. I really need it.

Blue shoes.

Ok, so for some reason I constantly feel awkward talking about "The Wedding", so I figured I would start out in a language I'm comfortable with- shoes. I love shoes. I want those shoes. Although how I've pictured my wedding has changed about a million times, I've always known I wanted some BAMF shoes. Bright, bold, and tall. Ok, I feel better.

Steve and I decided a few months ago that we wanted to get married when he comes home. I wanted to post about it so many times, but we took some time telling all of our family. It is going to be teeny, it is going to be 100% us, and it is going to be fun. There really isn't much traditional to the way we are doing things, which has given me weird looks from people I've told, but I know my fellow military girls will understand. People don't get why we are doing it on such short notice. People don't get why we didn't have some magical proposal. People don't get why I don't want some big extravagant thing with 200 people.

Breather. Here's another shoe.

So the rebellious part of me would love to wear shoes like those. Partly because I think they are awesome (ok, and partly trashy), and partly because I know it would give about half the people who come heart attacks. The metaphorical kind of course.

I honestly don't have a lot of details to share. Everything is just an idea right now because we can't set anything for sure until Steve buys his ticket to come home. Which he will be doing on Monday. Which I cannot believe.

Just Sayin' Part Two

No one guessed, but oh well.

Steve and I are getting married! In like.... a month. Yep.


Not really in a writing mood though, so I'll just leave it at that.

Wordless Wednesday.

Just sayin...

I failed on day 5, but I was sick. [Days 5 and 6]

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to. And a truth- something you hope to do in your life.

The one thing I most want to do in my life is be a mom. :)


Day 06- Favorite super hero and why. And a truth- something you hope you never have to do.
I don't have a favorite super hero. I never really was into them too much. I guess Spider Man is pretty cool though.

I hope I never have to deal with major illnesses, in me or my family. I can't imagine that being easy at all.

So tired.

Today sucks and I don't feel good. It's 2:45 and I just woke up.

My laundry attacked my bedroom [Day Four]

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have. And a truth- something you have to forgive someone for.  


Even though I like having a clean house, and when I do clean, I REALLY clean, I'm pretty messy sometimes. One shirt left on the floor after work turns into a giant mess. I would change that. I guess there are probably more important things I could care about, but right now the mess in my room is stressing me out.


As far as something I have to forgive someone for... I can't really think of anything. I'm pretty good at letting things go. I forgive the people I love, and other people I don't care about enough to hold on to things.


Oh, except maybe I could forgive the asshole that I work with. Maybe next week though.